and then you gave me something to do....

...so...only a few tears yesterday....thank you for that...long enough to work on the grant...it is much appreciated...tomorrow is probably going to be a hard day...as we have now moved beyond denial, anger, disbelief and are probably moving into depression...I pray you have given me the tools in the past 5 weeks to deal with it....

new business opportunity...funny how you threw that one at me...I hope by January....what do you think?  the rock garden is a great distraction...this homework...hard to concentrate...

Cigarettes....if you could make those dissappear again...before I get hooked...I would appreciate that...i really dont need that crutch...  :)  the letters...our cross I know...I just thought...maybe...if they believed that only you can judge us.......we'll get through it...with or without....

thank you again...

Amen...